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what do you really know about anyone around you? how can you know someone for years and years and still not know who they are? it is driving me to the DEMENTED MANIACAL EDGE.

while i am at it....

here are all the words for 'nervous' that i can concieve of off the top of my head....

hysterical, jumpy, irritable, excited, disturbed, uneasy, tremulous, timorous, anxious, shaky, neurotic........scared. i hate exams. i loathe them with every fibre of my being. they are meant only to ruin us.

if one more stoned/redneck guy latches onto me, i shall kill myself. yes, right off a cliff i'll go, singing 'sunday, monday, happy days.....' guys are so cute; and yet so scary. i can't talk to them, i just can't...

i need to stop being withdrawn. it attracts too many unwanted things....like stoners, for instance. nothing's wrong with weed, don't misquote me there....but it has ruined so many of the intellectual. the smarter you are, the harder you fall.

another great bush 'quote': 'NASA is still involved with space.' yay! *giggle*

even the butterfly is giggling.




Ah, yes, I don't remember seeing you, in fact I never did...but I wonder if we've made parting glances on the streets. I bet you were wearing black and a sexy ball cap, and my oh my you have an awfully BIG screwdriver. I know because you used it to break your way in through the lock.


You were so kind to leave a few bits and pieces of items broken off on the floor of the passenger side. You did indeed get to my stereo, and I know you'll absolutely love the way it plays. Let it always remind you of my undying devotion to the CD that is inside. You'll note that the Indigo Girls were playing the last time I was in the car, and that the CD was from a very kind friend who helped me through some rough times I faced before. I hope that it means as much to you as it did to me.


And then, you had to be so kind to leave the door ajar, running my battery down, emotionally and physically. To top it off, you certainly left an impression, messing with my brain (of the car), stealing the Electronic chip that would have allowed me to drive to the Police Station, after the tow man came and talked about what you had done to so many others...I should have heeded his warnings.


Well, my new found passion, I'm sure I'll see you in my dreams, well, rather, on the bus, where I'll be riding because I can't move my car. I thought true love was expensive, but for the you get for that stereo, I know that you'll see someday, there's much more profit in the otherside of the business. You too could make for using that screwdriver in other ways, perhaps repairing the damage you've done to so many others.


I hope to see you someday, and I hope you'll see me, and you'll know exactly who I am...I am everyone in the world...I am everyone and you are alone and cannot be with everyone because you are against them.


God bless you, my newfound passion. and please, God bless me.






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